Entries are in ascending order, with the latest at the top
6/19/2019 - Dead End
I feel stuck here in this small town. We moved here a few years ago and I thought I'd be here forever. I tried to adjust to it but I never really felt completely alright with it. We moved here when I started high school. I hated it. I met a girl named Ashley and I thought we'd be together for ever but she broke up with me just this December a bit before Christmas. Not only did that send me down a spiral, but I think it made me realize she was the last good thing about this part of town. About the town in general. Nothing else is really tethering me here anymore. I don't have the money to up and move myself. I still live with my parents. They're good people to let me stay with them for this long. Maybe they might wanna move to? To go to a place like where we used to live with culture and the rest of our family would be so much closer. I've been thinking about this for a while. I hate my job too. I got a new job at a Deli and it makes me feel like a disgusting grease person. It's disgusting in there and I feel so depressed. There aren't a lot of options in this town. I could go to a new place and try new stuff. I have half a mind to talk to them about it. They said before they a least wanna stay until I finish college, and I did. Maybe now that the breakup happened there's nothing left to keep me here? I'm just imagining how nice it would be to start again.
5/28/2019 - Finding Work
Today was a busy day for this nerd.